HärmisNathalie.

Såg hos Carrie, och blev lite fundersam. Du måste ju mena telefonboken väl? Hehe, nu måste jag ju också prova! (har förövrigt ingen koll alls på min telefonbok).

Har du kysst nummer sju? A-kassan? Knappast :-P
Har du träffat nummer nio i veckan? Agge, tyvärr inte! Vi umgicks mest under mellan- och högstadiet. Vi bor på olika platser i landet nu, men får ev styra upp något tycker jag!

Älskar du nummer tio? Anders Antonsson? Doubt it :p

Är nummer elva en sötnos? Andersson, absolut! Allas vår Andersson :)

Är nummer femton en bästis? Annika Midén, nope! Den jag var inneboende hos flickvän bara.

Har nummer sexton gått i samma klass som du? Anton Gustafsson, nope men samma skola :)

Brukar du hänga med nummer nitton? Claes Badh, nej inte längre men vi har haft grymt mycket skoj ihop!

Är nummer tjugo bra? Björne? Inte ett dugg, en manipulativ, knarkande idiot. Sorry!

Gillar du nummer tjugosex? C-G, absolut, jag älskar min pappa :)

Vet du om nummer trettioett har ett förhållande? Christoffer Almqvist, nej det har han inte!

Hur känner du nummer trettioåtta? Bra fråga, han heter David. Men jag har 3st som heter bara 'David' så jag vet inte vem det är :p

Är du intresserad av nummer fyrtiotvå? Emilia? En ny kursare. Hon är en charmig skåning, men inte på det sättet tyvärr :p

Hur länge har du känt nummer fyrtionio? Fottis, oooh.. det är ett par år. Vi är nog inne på 7 iaf :)

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Blev inte mer spännande än så :p

I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy
I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful baby

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five

I feel drunk but I'm sober
I'm young and I'm underpaid
I'm tired but I'm working
I care but I'm worthless
I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be quite alright
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is flicking a cigarette

What it all comes down to
Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving the peace sign

I'm free but I'm focused
I'm green but I'm wise
I'm shy but I'm friendly baby
I'm sad but I'm laughing
I'm brave but I'm chicken shit
I'm sick but I'm pretty baby

And what it all boils down to
Is that no one's really got it figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is playing the piano

What it all comes down to my friends
Is that everything's just fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is hailing a taxicab.

Dear Mr. President,
Come take a walk with me.
Let's pretend we're just two people and
You're not better than me.
I'd like to ask you some questions if we can speak honestly.

What do you feel when you see all the homeless on the street?
Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep?
What do you feel when you look in the mirror?
Are you proud?

How do you sleep while the rest of us cry?
How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye?
How do you walk with your head held high?
Can you even look me in the eye
And tell me why?

Dear Mr. President,
Were you a lonely boy?
How can you say
No child is left behind?e
We're not dumb and we're not blind.
They're all sitting in your cells
While you pave the road to hell.

What kind of father would take his own daughter's rights away?
And what kind of father might hate his own daughter if she were gay?
I can only imagine what the first lady has to say
You've come a long way from whiskey and cocaine.

How do you sleep while the rest of us cry?
How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye?
How do you walk with your head held high?
Can you even look me in the eye?

Let me tell you 'bout hard work
Minimum wage with a baby on the way
Let me tell you 'bout hard work
Rebuilding your house after the bombs took them away
Let me tell you 'bout hard work
Building a bed out of a cardboard box
Let me tell you 'bout hard work
You don't know nothing 'bout hard work

How do you sleep at night?
How do you walk with your head held high?
Dear Mr. President,
You'd never take a walk with me.
Would you?

Visst finns det dagar som jag kan vara snäll och låtsas som förut
Och visst finns det dagar som det kan göra ont att se dig ramla häromkring
Det fanns en kärlek men den har brunnit ut
Du fick för stor del av mitt liv, jag kunde inte andas tillslut
Du säger att du minns och att det känns som igår
Men det var för länge sen för att ens komma ihåg
Och jag som trodde jag var kvar, jag har börjat på nytt
Det vet jag när jag ser dig, vart har du tagit vägen

Jag gav upp för länge sen
Jag gav upp för länge sen

Du är kvar med samma folk, kvar med samma man
Lever kvar i samma damm, och du går i samma kläder
Blir glad av samma rus, som en lögn i vackert väder i ett övergivet hus
Det är att leka med eld när du drar upp det här igen
För du ser i mina ögon att jag försvann för länge sen
Det finns ingen att behaga, inget att förklara
Inget att försvara, jag gav upp för länge sen

Jag gav upp för länge sen

Jag vaknar bredvid dig
Ser alla bilder från igår
Du ser inte men hör hur jag frågar
Vem är jag ikväll?

Du är stor som en ande
Och gör mig liten som få
Men du får mig att le som ingen annan
Och sjunka lågt och be om mer

Åh när det äntligen är över
När broarna inte syns till
Åh när du gett dig över
Så faller jag tillbaks
Dit du vill

När jag ändå är ensam
Ja, vad spelar jag för roll
Så när du säger jag finns om du behöver
Ja då öppnar jag min dörr

Och när jag ser att du ringer
Försöker jag att hålla kvar
Kvar i alla löften som lovats
Men vem är jag ikväll?

Åh när det äntligen är över
När broarna inte syns till
Åh när du gett dig över
Så faller jag tillbaks dit du vill

Åh när det äntligen är över
När broarna inte syns till
Åh när du gett dig över
Så faller vi tillbaks dit vi vill

När det äntligen är över

Sen en tid tillbaka har jag varit trött 

Försökt att vara allt på samma gång 

Så mycket man kan göra och borde och vill 

Mitt i allt så ska man räcka till 

Sen en tid tillbaka har jag varit tom 

Och försökt att hitta spår som leder rätt 

Ja det finns så mycket måsten att vara bra på det man kan 

Och mitt i allt så ska man vara sann 

Jag har ändrat i mitt rum, köpt nya möbler 

Och samlat damm på min gitarr 

För allting jag skriver blir ändå för kort 

Och allt som är bra med mig har jag förmågan att glömma bort 

Sen en tid tillbaka har jag varit tyst 

Och försökt att känna efter hur det känns 

Ja man gör som alla andra och försöker att bli van 

Men jag har tröttnat på att vara likadan 

Sen en tid tillbaka har jag känt mig svag 

Och försökt att vara nån till lags 

Ja man kämpar för en plats som passar både här och där 

Och snart har man glömt vem man är 

Och jag har ändrat i mitt rum, köpt nya möbler 

Och samlat damm på min gitarr 

För allting jag skriver det blir ändå för kort 

Och allt som är bra med mig har jag förmågan att glömma bort 

Sen en tid tillbaka har jag tänkt såhär 

Och insett att jag måste börja om 

Ja jag har kämpat för en plats som passar både här och där 

Men snart ska jag hitta den jag är 

Jag har ändrat i mitt rum, köpt nya kläder 

Och samlat damm på min gitarr 

Men i vad jag än tar på mig känner jag mig alltför kort 

Och allt som är bra med mig har jag förmågan att glömma bort 

Ja jag har ändrat i mitt rum, köpt nya möbler 

Och samlat damm på min gitarr 

För allting jag skriver det blir ändå för kort 

Och allt som är bra med mig har jag förmågan att glömma bort

Lucky

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Say

Take all of your wasted honor.
Every little past frustration.
Take all of your so called problems,
Better put 'em in quotations.

Say what you need to say

Walkin' like a one man army,
Fightin' with the shadows in your head.
Livin' up the same old moment
Knowin' you'd be better off instead

If you could only...Say what you need to say

Have no fear for givin' in.
Have no fear for giving over.
You better know that in the end
It's better to say too much, than never to say what you need to say again.

Even if your hands are shaking,
And your faith is broken.
Even as the eyes are closin',
Do it with a heart wide open.

Say what you need to say

Say what you need to, Say what you need to...

Say what you need to say.

He is so fucked up
And it freaks me out
He is so messed up
Always finds something to worry about
He cries on cue
Aint that a sad thing to do?

He is so fucked up
He's a constant source of pain
Now I decide to fuck him further up
And flush my past down the drain
I'm on the edge from too much thinking
I'm on the verge of dying of too much drinking

I'm a poem with no rhyme
I'm a victim of a crime
I'm a writer with no pen
Desperately searching for ways to write again

Could someone please unlock my heart?
Cause I'm caught in a tragic spell
He's my favorite work of art
My own personal hell
He cries on cue
Aint that a sad thing to do?

I'm a poem with no rhyme
I'm a victim of a crime
I'm a writer with no pen
Desperately searching for ways to write again

So he's seeing another woman
I'm not lost; I just don't know who the hell I am
I'm on the edge from too much thinking
I'm on the verge of dying of too much drinking

I'm a poem with no rhyme
I'm a victim of a crime
I'm a writer with no pen
Desperately searching for ways to write again

Why'd you go and break what's already broken
I try to take a breath but I'm already choking
How long till this goes away
I try to remember to forget you
But I break down every time I do
It's left me less than zero
Beat down and bruised
I can't see you with her

Why'd you go and break what's already broken
I try to take a breath but I'm already choking
Cause everywhere I look I can see how you hold her
How long till this goes away

I can't seem to get my heart over you
Cause you creep into everything I do
And now I'm dying to know
How she touches you
I can't see her with you

Why'd you go and break what's already broken
I try to take a breath but I'm already choking
Cause everywhere I look I can see how you hold her
How long till this goes away
How long till this goes away

He said he wants to be friends
I took a big step back
He said he said he said he's sorry
With one finger I said fuck that

I can tell you're lying when your lips move
Cause of one lie it's not me it's you
It's left me less than zero
Beat down and bruised
I can't see her with you

Why'd you go and break what's already broken
I try to take a breath but I'm already choking
Cause everywhere I look I can see how you hold her
How long till this goes away
Why'd you go and break what's already broken
I try to take a breath but I'm already choking
Cause everywhere I look I can see how you hold her
How long till this goes away
How long till this goes away
He said he wants to be friends
I took a big step back
He said he said he said he's sorry
With one finger
With one finger

I said fuck that

There's a hole
Where you ripped apart my heart
From the dagger you pushed into its kill
Where you broke off a little piece that you could lock away for years
I get sick
I get sick of wasting pieces
On boys who will never fill my needs
To destroy a womans good heart you'll leave him
To fade into your dreams

But im okay
No need to think about me cause i'm okay
You can just forget about me cause i'm okay
No need to think about me cause i'm okay

You'll find a bottle by my head tonight
Where I fix the problems that I fight
The sips were bitter sweet and they just
Take away my feet it's just so good
To hear the sirens playing
Over and over
Over and over again
And do you here the sirens chasing
Closer and closer
They're getting closer and closer to you

And i'm okay
No need to think abou me cause im okay
You can just forget about me cause im okay
No need to think about me cause im okay

A little
A little while now baby
A little
A little while
And i'll be out of
And i'll be out of this place

Sen när jag kom hem var nycklarna kvar i baren
Så jag sov hos en ung DJ
På morgonen gick jag till replokalen
Han skulle tidigt till Djurgården
Liggunderlag sen Roskildefestivalen
Just då var det en kunglig säng
2004 när framtiden var allt vi hade och vi trodde på den
Vad hände sen
Vad hände sen

O Fridas blickar o ett nummer i fickan flyter ihop till ett enda stort
Psykedeliskt mönster typ LSD även fast jag blundar kan jag inte sluta se
Hjälp
Hjälp

Lyssnar på en inspelad konsert
Åh nej fy fan låter jag så där
Lika ostämd som min gitarr
Att dricka sprit tar udden av allt
Ringer finska mamma för att få tröst
Men finska mamma måste skälla först
Du slänger bort en fin karriär
Se på dig själv
Ska man se ut sådär

O Matti o Mikko o alkohol
är det sista jag hör innan jag lägger på
Med skygglapparna på in i framtiden
Den ständiga rädslan att bli påkommen
O Fridas blickar o ett nummer i fickan flyter ihop till ett enda stort
Psykedeliskt mönster typ LSD även fast jag blundar kan jag inte sluta se
Hjälp
Hjälp
Hjälp

Kraft jag går på kraft
Kraft är allt jag nånsin har haft
Ge Ge Ge mer
Energi är mitt liv
Ge Ge Ge upp
Att ge upp är vackert o tufft
En plats nånstans
Min längtan är sån som ingen har haft

Rocken spelar ingen roll längre
Vad ska jag ta mig till baby
Rocken spelar ingen roll längre
Vad ska du ha mig till baby

Du säger att du skäms
Att du är rädd att du skäms jämt
Säger att du är knäpp
Att du är knäpp o konstig på nåt sätt
Men alla är märkliga
Alla är galna
Står o döljer det på tunnelbanan
Du ska till jobbet o jag ska hem
Du sa den här natten var sista gången
Men sen kommer du tillbaks igen petar på mig men vill ingenting
Du har skämtat färdigt med mig
Ingen mer av min hjälp
Knulla dig själv

Rocken spelar ingen roll längre
Vad ska jag ta mig till baby
Rocken spelar ingen roll längre
Vad ska du ha mig till baby

Det har blivit höst
Djungelns lag o störst går först
Det har blivit höst o jag är trött
Orkar inte försöka mera
Orkar inte imponera
Orkar inte bevisa nåt mera
Orkar inget mer
Orkar inget mer

Rocken spelar ingen roll längre
Vad ska jag ta mig till baby
Rocken spelar ingen roll längre
Vad ska du ha mig till baby

Vad vill du
Men kom då
Jag är ju här och väntar på dig
Ett tu tre på marken
Sitter och väntar modigt på sparken
Foten i huvet
Gud vet vad som hade hänt om hunden hade varit bunden och inte kunnat komma o skälla i tunneln
Men lilla gubben hur är det fatt
Du fattar väl att du måste stå upp och slå tillbaks annars kommer dom aldrig låta dig va
Jag höll med husse och tog bussen in till stan där det lyser tryggt
Hela världen är så underbar på bussen in till stan
Hela världen är så underbar

Såg att det lyste
Hörde musik
Just där och då tog jag det som en invit
Men din blick var mörk och märklig där du stod på den trasiga mattan bredvid okända skor
Jag fatta allt och ingenting där stod ju du som alltid skulle va min
Du såg exakt lika påkommen ut som du var
Men ärligt talat det var skönt med ett dåligt svar
Hela världen är så underbar bara man får ett svar
Hela världen är så underbar bara man får ett svar

Du vet var det sitter och siktar tills du riktigt säkert vet att det hittar in
Där ingen annan kommit in
Hjärtat väljer blint
Nu när jag svalt det kan du dra det hur långt du vill
Du vet jag vill bli din
O ingen annan kommer in
Hjärtat gör mig blind
Hela världen är så underbar om man är korkad tom och glad
Hela världen är så underbar om man är korkad tom och glad
Hela världens hunger samlad i mig
Hela världens hunger samlad i mig

Toaletten spegeln
Jag har stirrat färdigt på den
O vem blir inte ful i sextio Watts ljus
Toaletten duschen
Jag har gömt mig för sista gången i den
O vem blir inte kall naken o våt i en tom hall
Somnar nollsju vaknar igen på natten
Somnar nollsju vaknar igen på natten

Jag är en vampyr
Jag suger och spyr
Låt mig komma in
Jag vill bli din
Jag är en vampyr
Jag suger och spyr
Låt mig komma in
Jag vill bli din
Hela världens hunger samlad i mig
Hela världens hunger samlad i mig

As I sit at this table
You run through my head
I just want you to listen
And hear things I have said
I know it aint much
But it comes from my heart
So if you hear what I’m saying
Why are you tearing me apart

You can breathe
Wont you just make a sound
I’ve been searching for answers that are nowhere around
You can breathe
And make a sound for me

There's a story to tell
And I’ll help you to sing it
You were searching for help
I was right here believing
Your time hasn't come to its end yet
No your time hasn't come to its end yet

I seen her face through your eyes
It took light from my sky
Cause you were selfish and impaired
And didn't know that I was there
But I seen the way you kissed her lips
You hair moved with her fingertips
You help her close and closed your eyes
I wonder now how many times

You can breathe
Wont you just make a sound
I’ve been searching for answers that are nowhere around
You can breathe
And make a sound for me

There's a story to tell
And I’ll help you to sing it
You were searching for help
I was right here believing
Your time hasn't come to its end yet
No your time hasn't come to its end yet
There's a story to tell
And I’ll help you to sing it
You were searching for help
I was right here believing
Your time hasn't come to its end yet
No your time hasn't come to its end yet

This time it isn’t the same
and I wont take the blame
I’m so tired of believing
Your lies are deceiving
These tears have stop falling
And I have stopped calling your name

There’s a story to tell and I wont help you sing it
You’ll be searching for help because ive stopped believing
Your time has now come to its end yea
Yea your time has now come to its end yea.

Your time has now come to its end
Your time has now come to its end
Your time has now come to its end
Your time has now come to its end

Du springer aldrig ifatt när jag väl är där
Jag vill inte tänka framåt, men e livrädd att fastna här
Nu kan det va försent, att säga som det är

Jag testar nya vägar som aldrig tycks ta slut
och jag har försökt att fånga den andra men har aldrig nåt ut
Jag vill ha en sista chans, så jag säger rakt ut

Jag vill ha dig nu som jag hade dig förut
Jag vill ha dig nu som jag hade dig förut

Jag vet att det är svårt över telefon
När jag va dig nära, ville du därifrån
Jag vet att du har tänkt
men berätta hur du mår

Jag försöker träffa andra men det är inte så lätt
Jag har försökt att tänka bort dig men det är inte så lätt
Det är dags att lägga på
men att stanna känns så rätt

Och jag vill ha dig nu som jag hade dig förut
Jag vill ha dig nu som jag hade dig förut
Jag vill ha dig nu som jag hade dig förut
Jag vill ha dig nu som jag hade dig förut

På andra sidan jorden, på andra sidan stan
Finns ingenting att göra, jag har sovit hela dan
För mycket tid att tänka på allt jag ser hos dig
Jag vet att det går över men det är lika svårt för mig

Här finns så mycket vackert som jag inte kan se
Jag drar mig sakta undan och solen följer med
Jag vet vad jag behöver och jag stannar där jag är
Det regnade idag och det finns en mening med det

Har du en famn för mig
Har du en famn för mig
Var du än befinner dig
Har du en famn för mig

Jag tror att jag har valt nått som inte gör dig väl
Och om du inte saknar mig så har du dina skäl
Men älskling flyg till mig jag vill att du ska se
Att det regnade idag och jag tackar dig för det

Har du en famn för mig
Har du en famn för mig
Var du än befinner dig
Har du en famn för mig

Överallt på jorden finns människor som vet
Att regnet alltid faller i tid och evighet

Var du än befinner dig
Har du en famn för mig
Har du en famn för mig
Har du en famn för mig
Var du än befinner dig
Har du en famn för mig

Långa nätter, där ute finns en värld av långa nätter
och jag sitter vid fönstret i mitt rum och blickar ut över stadens alla ljus

Där går Klara och tindrar som en stjärna för att vara,
med sin Fabian få vara och gå hem till varann och älska lite grann som bara kära kan

Och där sitter Sara, söta lilla rara underbara, oskuldsfulla Sara
hon spar sig till en man som kan älska som bara kärlek kan

Säg, är det långa nätters fara att se det man vill se och var den man
vill vara och någon att ty sig till när långa nätter inte blir som man vill

Där går någon för att bara vara utan att förklara varför kärleken tar skada
när man älskar med varann på ett sätt som bara någon kan

Åh långa nätter, där ute finns så många långa nätter
och han ligger ner och vilar mot min arm, jag längtar bort ifrån hans
kyla och hans charm, till långa nätter, till långa nätter

Säg, är det långa nätters fara att se det man vill se och var den man
vill vara och någon att ty sig till när långa nätter inte gör som man vill

Åh långa nätter
Långa nätter
Långa nätter

Jag ser ljusen som tänts i parken vid Kungsholmens hamn
Jag ser pojkar som gråter och flickor som tar dem i hand
Jag ser mannen på balkongen ta en tyst minut för sig själv
Det kan aldrig göras ogjort det där som hände ikväll
Är du en av dem som var där när det hände
Eller saknar du nån du en gång trodde du kände

Är du en av dem som gråter när ingen ser på
Är du en av dem som beror ändå
Jag ser mig i spegeln med ögon röda av gråt
Jag tänker hur gick det till, hur bar dem sig åt
Min lillebror går ut och vi vet aldrig vart han ska
Jag blir så rädd när jag tänker att det kunde vart han eller jag
Aldrig mer ung, eller aldrig mera fri
När det handlar om barn har vi rätt att ta nåns parti

Men ni vet hur det känns när röda ögon ser svart
Och jag sänder en tanke till dig som ligger sömnlös inatt
Alla som vill ta en stund att fundera
När ska vi göra mod av sorgen och börja agera
Nu städar man gatan och snart försvinner alla spår
Och vi fortsätter att växa fast han förblir sexton år

Jag ser ljusen som tänts i parken vid Kungsholmens hamn
Jag ser pojkar som gråter och flickor som tar dem i hand
Jag ser mannen på balkongen ta en tyst minut för sig själv
Det kan aldrig göras ogjort det där som hände ikväll
Nej, det kan aldrig göras ogjort det där som hände ikväll

I got a song inside my head
I got a demon in my bed
They're both keeping me awake
I'm gonna sing so you can hear
I'm gonna sing away your fear
I'm gonna rock you to sleep

A sound of trumpets

Oh please answer to my call
to arms
my arms
tonight
Everything will be all right
come here
my dear

I'm gonna call when you're alone
I'll be your angel on the phone
I'm gonna save you tonight
The way you fear of getting on
All you gotta do is listen to my song
And the world is gonna smile


Oh please answer to my call
to arms
my arms
tonight
Everything will be all right
come here
my dear


Oh please answer to my call
to arms
my arms
tonight
Everything will be all right
come here
my dear

this is not a thank you note
this is just a few words that i wrote
they were never meant for you to hear
it's just that they kept ringing in my ear
now you can read me like an open book
read about the beatings that i took
about happiness all shot to hell
weekend at the thunderbird motel
at the thunderbird motel

well the bitter moon is hanging low
neil diamond pours his heart out on the radio
and nothing seams to go my way
except sad songs and cheap chardonnay
three days in the wilderness
was all it took to make my life a mess
my happiness all shot to hell
weekend at the thunderbird motel
at the thunderbird motel

It's too late, to be smart now,
I'm all out of clever thing to say.
You're gone, and I'm alone now,
I never meant for things to end this way.
But it seems you can't help it,
you keep on flirting till I can't see straight.
It ain't fair, but I guess you've gotta roll with the punches.

It's true,
I can't get you off my mind,
It's you,
and the mess you left behind.

Knocked out, I'm on the ropes now,
I never knew that love could hurt this bad.
My friends say, you'd better off now,
but better off is to little too sad.
But it seems, you can't help it,
you keep going till it's just too late to,
back down. But I guess you've got to roll with the punches.

It's true,
I can't get you off my mind,
It's you,
and the mess you left behind.
It's sad,
I keep breathing by the phone,
it's me, left here all alone,
I'm left here all alone.

It's too late, to be smart now,
I'm all out of clever thing to say,
It ain't fair, but I guess you gotta roll with the punches.

It's true,
I can't get you off my mind,
It's you,
and the mess you left behind.
It's sad,
I keep breathing by the phone,
it's me, left here all alone,
I'm left here all alone.

I was barely hoping for a kiss
I didn't think that it would come to this
But everything he touches turns to gold
So I just brace myself and grab a hold

I'm out of bounds
I'm off the ground
And I won't come down
Boy you turned my world around

Now I ain't going back to my old town
I think I lost my key and maybe it's just as well
Cause I'm not gonna turn the offer down
I'm gonna ride with you, I'm gonna leave this old town

I'm out of bounds
I'm off the ground
And I won't come down
Boy you turned my world around

Maybe every good thing has an end
But I don't care what's waiting round the bend
I'm just tryin' to write a Joni Mitchell song
I'm gonna play it loud so you can sing along

I'm out of bounds
I'm off the ground
And I won't come down
Boy you turned my world around

I'm upside down
I'm off the ground
And I won't come down
Boy you turned my world around

She never caused a big sensation
but she's a killer on the road
And i cross my fingers hoping
that our love can bare the load

But I can't take the picture in my head

she's a killer on the road
A fire going cold
A barrel of a gun
A villain on the run

So wake me up before you go
she's a killer on the road

She said she'd never been here
Yet I can feel her in the air
And maybe it's my imagination
but it's alright, I just don't care

But I can't take the picture in my head

she's a killer on the road
A fire going cold
A barrel of a gun
A villain on the run

I never shed a tear for no one
I never changed my point of view
for no one but you

she's a killer on the road
A fire going cold
A barrel of a gun
A villain on the run


So wake me up before you go
she's a killer on the road

It was like too much coffee
We'd been up for days on end
But now it seems we've lost it
I don't know where or how or when

If I could have those days again
I think i'd do things just the same

'Cause it's a fine line, a fine line
Between pleasure and pain
If just for one night
Hold tight
And save me again
I just want you to know
That it's hard to let you go
'Cause it's a fine line
Between pleasure and pain

We were perfect lovers
You'd be Bobby, i'd be Pam
Bobby found another
So he told me second hand

But if I could have those days again
I think i'd do things just the same

'Cause it's a fine line, a fine line
Between pleasure and pain
If just for one night
Hold tight
And save me again
I just want you to know
That it's hard to let you go
'Cause it's a fine line
Between pleasure and pain

I could smooth things over
God knows i know how to act
I'll love you like i mean it
Why can't you love me back?

'Cause it's a fine line, a fine line
Between pleasure and pain
If just for one night
Hold tight
And save me again
'Cause it's a fine line, a fine line
Between pleasure and pain
If just for one night
Hold tight
And save me again
I just want you to know
That it's hard to let you go
The fondest memories, they say,
Is what remains

It's a fine line
Between Pleasure and Pain

You come home in the evening with whiskey on your breath
I dream about leaving but I wake up with regrets
The dinner that I made you is slowly getting cold
Hey you don't need to tell me that this is getting old

It ain't enough, it ain't half of what you owe me
It's just my luck to find someone like you
I ain't enough, it ain't half of what you told me
it ain't enough, it ain't enough

cutting to the chase now I'll save us both some time
make it easier some how to leave this all behind
now you say "baby I'm not perfect that's just the way it is"
well anyone can see that but I need more than this

It ain't enough, it ain't half of what you owe me
It's just my luck to find someone like you
I ain't enough, it ain't half of what you told me
it ain't enough, it ain't enough

It ain't enough, it ain't half of what you owe me
It's just my luck to find someone like you
I ain't enough, it ain't half of what you told me
it ain't enough, it ain't enough

It ain't enough
It ain't enough

It's a little bit like sun when your smile is focused on me
With stars in your eyes
It reminds me of summers up north where the clear winds will blow
Through the mountains with snow

But it can all turn around as I know
With the words you say
before you go
Nothing can change us from being ourselves
And I'm left here in town with nothing as help

It's raining in New York
And I know what it feels like
Cause I've walked 3rd Avenue
With tears in my eyes
It's raining in L.A.
And I know what it feels like
Cause I see those tears
Come through when we try

Sometimes your words make me happy or angry or sad
It depends, how I feel
If I feel strong there's a chance that I laugh at your notes
That tells me you're gone

But it can all turn around as I know
With a change of weather, yes then I'll be low
Anything done and said on my part
Can keep us together or pull us apart

It's raining in New York
And I know what it feels like
Cause I've walked 3rd Avenue
With tears in my eyes
It's raining in L.A.
And I know what it feels like
Cause I see those tears
Come through when we try

I know there is something between us, my love
It's stronger than what we can break
It'll keep us together forever, my love
It's like we have nothing to say

It's raining in New York
And I know what it feels like
Cause I've walked 3rd Avenue
With tears in my eyes
It's raining in L.A.
And I know what it feels like
Cause I see those tears
Come through when we try

I hope you burn in hell for what you have done
I hope you cry really close to the sand
I hope you realise that I will never take you back
You said we’re so unlike and it’s best for us both
You walked behind my back, I hope that you choke
I feel so much anger, I feel so much pain
I hope that it’s worth every single thing

Cause what you said and what you did
Is impossible to forgive
You were unfaithful, messed with my head
Now I know
That our love is more than dead

I hope you burn your wings
On your way through the sky
And on the way down
You’ll ask yourself why
There’s a hole in my heart
But I’ll be okay
But it will take some time

Cause what you said and what you did
Is impossible to forgive
You were unfaithful, messed with my head
Now I know
That our love is more than dead

She is so messed up
She is so messed up
She is so messed up
She is so messed up

Cause what you said and what you did
Is impossible to forgive
You were unfaithful, messed with my head
Now I know
That our love is more than dead

Daughters

I know a girl
She puts the color inside of my world
but she's just like a maze
Where all of the walls all continually change

And I've done all I can
To stand on her steps with my heart in my hand
Now I'm starting to see
Maybe it’s got nothing to do with me

Fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too

Ooh, you see that skin?
It's the same she's been standing in
Since the day she saw him walking away
Now she's left
cleaning up the mess he made

So fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too

Boys, you can break
You find out how much they can take
Boys will be strong
And boys soldier on
But boys would be gone without warmth from
A woman's good, good heart

On behalf of every man
looking out for every girl
You are the god and the weight of her world

So fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers be good to your daughters, too
So mothers be good to your daughters, too
So mothers be good to your daughters, too.

I worry
I weigh three times my body
I worry
I throw my fear around
But this morning
There's a calm I can't explain
The rock candy's melted, only diamonds now remain

By the time I recognize this moment
This moment will be gone
But I will bend the light pretending
That it somehow lingered on
Well all ive got

And I will wait to find
If this will last forever
And I will wait to find
If this will last forever
And I will pay no mind
Well it won't and it won't because it can't
It just can't
It's not supposed to

Was there a second of time I looked around?
Did I sail through or drop my anchor down?
Was anything enough to kiss the ground
And say I'm here now?
And she is here now

So much wasted in the afternoon
So much sacred in the month of June
How bout you?

And I will wait to find
If this will last forever
And I will wait to find
That it won't and it won't and it won't
And I will pay no mind
Worried bout no rainy weather
And I will waste no time
Remaining in our life together

Take all of your wasted honor.
Every little past frustration.
Take all of your so called problems,
Better put 'em in quotations.

Say what you need to say

Walkin' like a one man army,
Fightin' with the shadows in your head.
Livin' up the same old moment
Knowin' you'd be better off instead

If you could only...Say what you need to say

Have no fear for givin' in.
Have no fear for giving over.
You better know that in the end
It's better to say too much, than never to say what you need to say again.

Even if your hands are shaking,
And your faith is broken.
Even as the eyes are closin',
Do it with a heart wide open.

Say what you need to say

Say what you need to, Say what you need to

Say what you need to say.

Slow dancing in a burning room

It's not a silly little moment
It's not the storm before the calm
This is the deep and dying breath of
This love we've been working on

Can't seem to hold you like I want to
So I can feel you in my arms
Nobody's gonna come and save you
We pulled too many false alarms

We're going down
And you can see it too
We're going down
And you know that we're doomed
My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room

I was the one you always dreamed of
You were the one I tried to draw
How dare you say it's nothing to me
Baby, you're the only light I ever saw

I'll make the most of all the sadness
You'll be a bitch because you can
You try to hit me just to hurt me
So you leave me feeling dirty
Because you can't understand

We're going down
And you can see it too
We're going down
And you know that we're doomed
My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room

Go cry about it, why don't you?
My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room

Don't you think we oughta know by now?
Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?

Is there anyone who
Ever remembers changing there mind from
The paint on a sign?
Is there anyone who really recalls
Ever breaking rank at all
For something someone yelled real loud one time

Everyone believes
In how they think it ought to be
Everyone believes
And they're not going easily

Belief is a beautiful armor
But makes for the heaviest sword
Like punching under water
You never can hit who you're trying for

Some need the exhibition
And some have to know they tried
It's the chemical weapon
For the war that's raging on inside

Everyone believes
From emptiness to everything
Everyone believes
And no ones going quietly

We're never gonna win the world
We're never gonna stop the war
We're never gonna beat this
If belief is what we're fighting for

What puts a hundred thousand children in the sand
Belief can
Belief can
What puts the folded flag inside his mother's hand
Belief can
Belief can

Speak, speak your mind
Your always telling me I need to open mine
And wait, wait your turn
Then shut me out cause you've got nothing left to learn


Oh, you say there's nothing wrong with being proud
So tell me what you love and say it loud
Now here's the dose that you've been dishing out
If you're listening this is how much it hurts
If you're listening this is how much it hurts

Oh, I'm wrong
I'm wrong again
But not because of where I stand but where I've been
And it burns
Oh, you know it burns like hell
To know there's nothing I can do but wish you well


You say there's nothing wrong with being proud
So tell me what you love and say it loud
I've been good enough to stay and hear you out
But you're wrong
You're never wrong

Oh, you say there's nothing wrong with being proud
Ya, so tell me what you love and say it loud
I've been giving you the benefit of the doubt

If you're listening this is how much it hurts
If you're listening this is how much it hurts
If you're listening this is how much it hurts
If you're listening this is how much it hurts

Now we see everything that's going wrong
With the world and those who lead it
We just feel like we don't have the means
To rise above and beat it

So we keep waiting
waiting
Waiting on the world to change
We keep on waiting
waiting
Waiting on the world to change

It's hard to beat the system
When we're standing at a distance
So we keep waiting
waiting
Waiting on the world to change
Now if we had the power
To bring our neighbors home from war
They would have never missed a Christmas
No more ribbons on their door
And when you trust your television

What you get is what you got
Cause when they own the information, oh
They can bend it all they want

That's why we're waiting
waiting
Waiting on the world to change
We keep on waiting
waiting
Waiting on the world to change

It's not that we don't care,
We just know that the fight ain't fair
So we keep on waiting
waiting
Waiting on the world to change

And we're still waiting
waiting
Waiting on the world to change
We keep on waiting
waiting
Waiting on the world to change
One day our generation
Is gonna rule the population
So we keep on waiting
waiting
Waiting on the world to change

Now we keep on waiting
waiting
Waiting on the world to change

Suppose I said
I am on my best behavior
there are times
I lose my worried mind

Would you want me when I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I am someone else?

Suppose I said
Colors change for no good reason
words will go
From poetry to prose

Would you want me when I'm not myself?
Wait it out while I am someone else?

And I, in time, will come around, come around
I always do for you

Suppose I said
You're my saving grace?

My grace
My self
My myself and I
When I'm someone else
When I'm someone else
When I'm someone else
When I'm not myself
Myself
Myself

Shadows (ny)

What's on your mind
I can see questions in your eyes
Are we running out of time
in this world of condusion
Have we lost what was real
What are we keeping alive

What we once had is lost with time
Together we must find a way
We're just shadows of the past
That we can't leave behind
We got to let go
of what we use to know

Nothing really matters
We can't look into eachothers eyes
We try to run but you can not hide
Have you lost control do you feel a pride
Behind those walls of silence
We're looking for answers
Where did it all go

What we once had is lost with time
Together we must find a way
We're just shadows of the past
That we can't leave behind
We got to let go
of what we use to know

What we once had is lost with time
Together we must find a way
We're just shadows of the past
That we can't leave behind
We got to let go
of what we use to know

We're just shadows of the past
That we can't leave behind

We're just shadows

Utmanad! (carrie's to blame)

- Jag skriver normalt bara mina texter här, men tänkte göra ett undantag, pga lite att göra på jobbet. Jag hatar mig själv för det, sabbar hela min image. Men vad gör man inte för min Carrie? (: Enjoy!

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If I don't say this now I will surely break
As I'm leaving the one I want to take
Forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait
My heart has started to separate

Oh, oh,
Be my baby
Oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you

There now, steady love, so few come and don't go
Will you won't you, be the one I'll always know
When I'm losing my control, the city spins around
You're the only one who knows, you slow it down

Oh, oh
Be my baby
Oh, oh
Be my Baby
I'll look after you
And I'll look after you

If ever there was a doubt
My love she leans into me
This most assuredly counts
She says most assuredly

Oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you
After You
Oh, oh
Be my baby

It's always have and never hold
You've begun to feel like home
What's mine is yours to leave or take
What's mine is yours to make your own

Oh, oh
Be my baby
Oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you

You are so beautiful to me

Doesn't come down when she calls,
"It's time for breakfast."
Momma can't get down those halls
Fast enough to see
Glass is sprayed across the floor
From the broken window.
She can't breathe anymore.
Can't deny what we know.

They're gonna find you, just believe.
You're not a person; you're a disease.

All these lives that you've been taking,
Deep inside, my heart is breaking.
Broken homes from separation.
Don't you know it's violation?
It's so wrong, but you'll see.
Never gonna let you take my world from me.
The world outside these walls may know you're breathing,
But you ain't comin' in.
You ain't comin' in.

Posters hung on building walls
Of missing faces.
Months go by without the cause,
The clues, or traces.

They're gonna find you, just believe.
You're not a person; you're a disease.

All these lives that you've been taking,
Deep inside, my heart is breaking.
Broken homes from separation.
Don't you know it's violation?
It's so wrong, but you'll see.
Never gonna let you take my world from me.
The world outside these walls may know you're breathing,
But you ain't comin' in.

Shed the light on all the ones who never thought they would become
A father, mother asking why this world can be so cold.

Doesn't come down when she calls,
"It's time for breakfast."
The memories begin to fall.
She asks, "When will I be free?"

All these lives that you've been taking,
Deep inside, my heart is breaking.
Broken homes from separation.
Don't you know it's violation?
It's so wrong, but you'll see.
Never gonna let you take my world from me.
The world outside these walls may know you're breathing,
But you ain't comin' in.

All these lives that you've been taking,
Deep inside, my heart is breaking.
All these lives that you've been taking,
Deep inside, my heart is breaking.
All these lives that you've been taking,
Deep inside, my heart is breaking.
The world outside these walls may know you're breathing,
The world outside these walls may know you're breathing,
But you ain't comin' in

You, you got me
Thinking it'll be alright.
You, you told me,
"Come and take a look inside."
You believed me,
In every single lie.
But I, I failed you this time.

And it feels like tonight.
I can't believe I'm broken inside.
Can't you see that there's nothing that I wanna do,
But try to make it up to you?
And it feels like tonight,
Tonight.

I was waiting
For the day you'd come around.
I was chasing,
But nothing was all I found.
From the moment you came into my life,
You showed me what's right.

And it feels like tonight.
I can't believe I'm broken inside.
Can't you see that there's nothing that I wanna do,
But try to make it up to you?
And it feels like tonight.

I never felt like this before.
Just when I leave, I'm back for more.
Nothing else here seems to matter.
In these ever-changing days,
You're the one thing that remains.
I could stay like this forever.

And it feels like tonight.
I can't believe I'm broken inside.
Can't you see that there's nothing that I wanna do,
But try to make it up to you?
And it feels like tonight.
Tonight.
Tonight.
'Cause there's nothing that I wanna do,
But try to make it up to you.
And it feels like tonight.
Tonight.

In their eyes is the place that you finally discovered
That you love it here, you've got to stay
On the bottom of the rock, an island
On which you find you love it when you twitch
You feel that itch in you pettycoat
Your pretty pretty pettycoat

Then you smiled, he got wild
You didn't understand that there's money to be made
Beauty is a card that must get played
By organisation

And ooh la, she was such a good girl to me
And ooh la, the world just chewed her up, and spat her out
And ooh la, she was such a good girl to me
And ooh la, the world just chewed her up, and spat her out

The world can be a very big place
So be yourself don't get out of place
Love your man and love him twice
Go to Hollywood and pay the price
Oh go to Hollywood

And don't be a star, it's such a drag
Take care of yourself, don't begin to lag
It's a hard life to live, so live it well
I'll be your friend and not in pretend
I know you girl
In all situations

And ooh la, she was such a good girl to me
And ooh la, the world just chewed her up, and spat her out
And ooh la, she was such a good girl to me
And ooh la, the world just chewed her up, and spat her out

You feel that itch in you pettycoat
Your pretty pretty pettycoat
In all situations

And ooh la, she was such a good girl to me
And ooh la, the world just chewed her up, and spat her out
And ooh la, she was such a good girl to me
And ooh la, the world just chewed her up, and spat her out

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Life.

Jag försöker finna ett sätt att hylla dig, din person, ditt allra innersta väsen.

Ett sätt att försonas med ditt val.
Allt som oftast är det becksvart, men då och då faller det in en strimma ljus. Är det du?
Ibland känns det som om du har tagit ifrån mig rätten att fortsätta, överleva, tom mina ord.
Som om du tränger djupt in i mitt allra innersta.
Jag måste inte bara försonas med tanken på att du är borta, utan även med att det är för sent. Jag kommer aldrig någonsin få en enda dag till med dig. Gud ska veta att jag saknar dig, och att jag är arg.
Jag måste även finna ett sätt att förstå hur jag ska bearbeta sorgen samtidigt som mitt hjärta fylls av vrede och min själ blir svart av all skuld jag tungt bär på.
Någonstans i allt detta försöker jag förtvivlat klamra mig fast vid det som var du.
Det fina jag minns.
Det du nu har fläckat svart. Jag suddar och suddar, men det blir bara grumligare.
Var finns du någonstans?
Var finns du nu när jag behöver dig som mest?
Vi slösade bort så mycket tid i livet, vi trodde alltid vi hade mer.
Jag var förbittrad över hur din sjukdom gick ut över mig,
Och hela mitt liv har jag trott att jag aldrig kan förlåta.
Men jag ser nu hur mycket av dig som lever vidare i alla oss andra,
Och jag hoppas, ber och tror, att du får lägga all oro, ångest och smärta långt bakom dig.
Här står jag, och hyllar dig för det största någon någonsin kan ge av sig själv;
Livet.
Du gav mig livet, och för det är jag dig evigt tacksam, även om jag skulle vilja dela det med dig, här vid min sida.
Tillsammans, så som det borde vara.
Jag är livrädd för att möta världen utan dig. Men osynligt håller du min hand, hårt i din, leder mig igenom livets svåra val. Livets alla val. Glöm inte att torka mina tårar emellanåt.
Vi ses igen, jag älskar dig.

nathalie

Black Rose, where are you now?
White skin
As cold as the snow we walked in
Your lips like midnight
That night we walked
For hours and I remember
But maybe I'm the only one
Who still remembers

You slipped away
But why would you come back to say
You've already moved on?

You slipped away
But I've come back to say
You're not really gone

You're not really gone

My Black Rose, where are you now?
And yes I've seen your black rose petal fall
Fall down to the ground like glass
Shatters and turn it into ashes
But I've seen your color and it's like a blood drop

And maybe I'm the only one who still remembers

You slipped away
But why would you come back to say
You've already moved on?

You slipped away
But I've come back to say
That you're not really gone

You're not really gone

So try to disappear
But the mind doesn't slip that easy
You can try to disappear
But my dear
You're still standing here

You're still standing here

You slipped away
But why would you come back to say
You've already moved on?

You slipped away
But I've come back to say
That you're not really gone

You're not really gone

Some people laugh,
And some people cry,
And some people live,
And some people die,
And some people run,
Right into the fire,
And some people hide,
Their every desire

But we are the lovers,
If you don't believe me,
Then just look into my eyes,
Cause the heart never lies

And some people fight,
And some people fall,
Others pretend,
They don't care at all,
If you wanna fight,
I'll stand right beside you,
The day that you fall,
I'll be right behind you,
To pick up the pieces,
If you don't believe me,
Then just look into my eyes,
Cause the heart never lies

Another year over,
And we're still together,
It's not always easy,
But I'm here forever,

Yeah, we are the lovers,
I know you believe me,
When you look into my eyes,
Cause the heart never lies,
Cause the heart never lies, yeah,
Cause the heart never lies

I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

She's lost inside, lost inside.
She's lost inside, lost inside.

Slipping down a slide
I did enjoy the ride
Don't know what to decide
You lied to me
You looked me in the eye
It took me by surprise
Now are you gratified
You cried to me

Don't turn around
I'm sick and I'm tired of you face
Don't make this worse
You've already gone and got me mad
It's too bad I'm not sad
It's casting over
It's just one of those things
You'll have to get over it

When I was feeling down
You'd start to hang around
And then I found your hands all over me
And that was out of bounds
You filthy rotten hound
It's badder than it sounds, believe me

Hey, you gotta get over it
Hey, you gotta get over it

It's too bad I'm not sad
It's casting over
It's just one of those things
You'll have to get over it

Don't turn around
I'm sick and I'm tired of you face
Don't make this worse
You've already gone and got me mad

You'll have to get over it

I cannot find a way to describe it
It's there inside
All I do is hide
I wish that it would just go away
What would you do
You do if you knew
What would you do?

All the pain
I thought I knew
All the thoughts lead back to you
Back to what
Was never said
Back and forth
Inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable come and take me away

I feel like I'm all alone
All by myself I need to get around this
My words are cold
I don't want them to hurt you
If I show you
I don't think you'd understand
'Cause no one understands

All the pain
I thought I knew
All the thoughts lead back to you
Back to what
Was never said
Back and forth
Inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable come and take me away

I'm going nowhere on and on and
I'm getting nowhere on and on and on
Take me away
I'm going nowhere on and on and off and on and off and on

All the pain
I thought I knew
All the thoughts lead back to you
Back to what
Was never said
Back and forth
Inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable come and take me away

Take me away

The Forgotten Man

Could I ever change your mind
Without a heartache
Waiting 'til our star's in line
Is killing me slow
I'm wandering at the great design
The fate undecided
Hoping it would favour mine
a story untold

Lonely temptress and forgotten man
Weight on the world and upon your hand
Simple slaves of the masterplan
For a comfort in what you know

Could I ever change your mind
Without a heartache
Waiting 'til our star's in line
Is killing me slow
I'm wandering at the great design
The fate undecided
Hoping it would favour mine
a story untold

You turn the page
Writing the words as you read
You set it straight
Taking my hand as you leave

No shelter
We make our own
Without you
It's not a home

Could I ever change your mind
Without a heartache
Waiting 'til our star's in line
Is killing me slow
I'm wandering at the great design
The fate undecided
Hoping it would favour mine
a story untold

Fall

I feel a sickness
I feel it breaking me
You see my weakness
But will you save me
Shadows grows larger
As ! approach the ground
It hits me harder
But I don't hear a sound

Will you catch me if I ever fall
If I fall down
Keep me up and put my feet
Back on the ground

I'm moving so fast
But time is standing still
The moment holds me
Releases me out when
The colors blood past
The wind is rushing by
You feel the impact
When it's your time to fall

Will you catch me if I ever fall
If I fall down
Keep me up and put my feet
Back on the ground
Catch me if I ever fall
If I fall down Keep me up and put my feet

If I'd be falling, cascading and tumbling doown
Will you break my fall
If I'd be falling, cascading and tumblingdown
Will you break my fall

Catch me if I ever fall
If I fall down
Keep me up and put my feet
Back on the ground

I feel a sickness

Catch me if I ever fall
If I fall down
Keep me up and put my feet
Back on the ground

Back on the ground.

I'd move to Rockferry, to my road
and I'd build my house baby, with sorrow
I'll leave my shadow, to fall behind
And I woulden't write to you, Coz I'm not that kind.

The midnight trains are boarding, all at the ends
I put my lord and I filled my trunk before it's too late
I leave the stars to judge, while we moved
I'm not going to think of you or I'll get the blues.

There's no sleep on the journey, away from town
A bag of songs and a heavy heart, won't make me doubt
I give it all my strength and my mind
I'll make this decision, win all the fights

I'll move to Rockferry, to my road
And I'll build my house baby, with sorrow
I'll leave my shaddow, to fall behind
And I won't write to you, coz I'm not that kind.

Not that kind
Rockferry

Not that kind
Rockferry

Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you

As years go by
I race the clock with you
But if you died right now
You know that I'd die to
I'd die too

You remind me of the times
When I knew who I was (When I knew who I was)
But still the second hand will catch us
Like it always does.

Well make the same mistakes
I'll Take the fall for you
I hope you need this now
cuz I know I still do.

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you

Should I bite my tongue
Until blood soaks my shirt?
We'll never fall apart
so Tell me why this hurts so much

My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
But still we'll say, "remember when"
Just like we always do, just like we always do

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Yeah I'd spill my heart
Yeah I'd spill my heart, for you

My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes
mistakes like friends do,
my hands are at your throat
and I think I hate you
we made the same mistakes.

Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
Until the day I die

Honey why you calling me so late?
It's kinda hard to talk right now.
Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay?
I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And, yes, I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue

Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Honey why you calling me so late?

Lay back baby and we'll do this right
There's blankets in back we can use
I'll start the car, but we'll stay in park
The cold can kill us before fumes

Now's the right time for a good song
Got something to say what I can't
Do you feel bad, like I feel bad?
We'll pour us a road, we'll both drink and drive

Kiss me with your cherry lipstick
Never wash you off my face
Hit me I can take your cheap shots
Leave you with the love we made

Come alive on the driver's side
So close I taste your breath
Your lips go dry, but they're sweet inside
Wine must go right to your head
It'd be easy if you get mad
But three fingers point back to you
We could stay here
Stay out all night
No one will know us and the moonlight

Kiss me with your cherry lipstick
Never wash you off my face
Hit me, I can take your cheap shots
Leave you with the love we made
I set my watch by a street-side clock
A needle in echo groove
You pierce my heart like a willing arm
Your ticking makes my blood move
There's no way out this fade out
Be Happy to Get what you do
Make him notice with both fists
Cause quitting alone will never get you dry

Never get you dry

Give me everything you've got now
I don't feel a single thing
Drag me out into the cold rain
Let it hover over me

Kiss me with your cherry lipstick
Never wash you off my face
Hit me, I can take your cheap shots
Leave you with the love we made

Hit me, I can take your cheap shot
Leave you with the love we made

Hit me, I can take your cheap shot
Leave you with the love we made

Stay with me
You're the one I need
You make the hardest things
Seem easy

Keep my heart
Somewhere drugs don't go
Where the sunshine slows
Always keep me close

If only you could see
The stranger next to me
You promise you promise that you're done
But i cant tell you from the drugs

Don't let go
Well dig a great big hole
Down an endless hole
We'll both go

You're so blind!
You can't save me this time
Hope comes from inside
And I feel so low tonight

If only you could see
The stranger next to me
You promise you promise that you're done
But I can't tell you from the drugs

I wish you could see
This face in front of me
You're sorry you swear it you're done
But I can't tell you from the drugs

(Ohhhh)
(Ohhhh)

(take me) I need your help
(so far away) To pull me up take the wheel
(take me) Out from me
(so far away) Out from me

(Take me) If only you could see (I need your help)
(So far away) The stranger next to me (To pull me up take the pain)
(Take me) You promise you promise that you're done (Out from me)
(So far away) But I can't tell you from the drugs (Out from me)

(Take me) I wish that you could see (I need your help)
(So far away) This face in front of me (To pull me up take the wheel)
(Take me) You're sorry you swear it you're done (Out from me)
(So far away) But I can't tell you from the drugs (Out from me)

Keep my heart
somewhere drugs don't go
Where the sunshine slows
always keep me close

Stay with me
You're the one I need
You make the hardest things
Seem easy

Keep my heart
Somewhere drugs don't go
Where the sunshine slows
Always keep me close

If only you could see
The stranger next to me
You promise you promise that you're done
But i cant tell you from the drugs

Don't let go
Well dig a great big hole
Down an endless hole
We'll both go

You're so blind!
You can't save me this time
Hope comes from inside
And I feel so low tonight

If only you could see
The stranger next to me
You promise you promise that you're done
But I can't tell you from the drugs

I wish you could see
This face in front of me
You're sorry you swear it you're done
But I can't tell you from the drugs

(Ohhhh)
(Ohhhh)

(take me) I need your help
(so far away) To pull me up take the wheel
(take me) Out from me
(so far away) Out from me

(Take me) If only you could see (I need your help)
(So far away) The stranger next to me (To pull me up take the pain)
(Take me) You promise you promise that you're done (Out from me)
(So far away) But I can't tell you from the drugs (Out from me)

(Take me) I wish that you could see (I need your help)
(So far away) This face in front of me (To pull me up take the wheel)
(Take me) You're sorry you swear it you're done (Out from me)
(So far away) But I can't tell you from the drugs (Out from me)

Keep my heart
somewhere drugs don't go
Where the sunshine slows
always keep me close

Stay with me
You're the one I need
You make the hardest things
Seem easy

Keep my heart
Somewhere drugs don't go
Where the sunshine slows
Always keep me close

If only you could see
The stranger next to me
You promise you promise that you're done
But i cant tell you from the drugs

Don't let go
Well dig a great big hole
Down an endless hole
We'll both go

You're so blind!
You can't save me this time
Hope comes from inside
And I feel so low tonight

If only you could see
The stranger next to me
You promise you promise that you're done
But I can't tell you from the drugs

I wish you could see
This face in front of me
You're sorry you swear it you're done
But I can't tell you from the drugs

(Ohhhh)
(Ohhhh)

(take me) I need your help
(so far away) To pull me up take the wheel
(take me) Out from me
(so far away) Out from me

(Take me) If only you could see (I need your help)
(So far away) The stranger next to me (To pull me up take the pain)
(Take me) You promise you promise that you're done (Out from me)
(So far away) But I can't tell you from the drugs (Out from me)

(Take me) I wish that you could see (I need your help)
(So far away) This face in front of me (To pull me up take the wheel)
(Take me) You're sorry you swear it you're done (Out from me)
(So far away) But I can't tell you from the drugs (Out from me)

Keep my heart
somewhere drugs don't go
Where the sunshine slows
always keep me close

You close your eyes and kiss your hand then you blow it.
Why isn't it for me, and I noticed
If the choice was ours alone,
Then why'd we both choose letting go?
Does it end like this?

Time never had a chance to heal your heart
Just remember always counting down to a new start
You always knew the truth
And the world would spin around you
Are you dizzy yet?

Respectfully, so honestly I'm asking now
Do you hear the conversation we talk around?
Back away to the safety of a quiet house
If there's half a chance in this moment
When your eyes meet mine, we show it off.

I'll talk and not a lot to think, we live in dreams
And she never quit close to our naked feet
If there's something left to lose,
Then don't let me wear out my shoes
That I still walk in.

I tried, but it rang and rang, I called all night
On a payphone, remember those from another life?
If everything I meant to you,You can't lick and seal then fold in two
Then avenge so blind.

Respectfully, so honestly I'm asking now
Do you hear the conversation we talk around?
Back the way to the safety of a quiet house
If there's half a chance in this moment
When your eyes meet mine, we show it off.

Oh, oh take it all back, take the first, the last and only.
Oh, oh take it all back, take it all back,
Everything you showed me.
Oh, oh, this must be how it feels

I told you as I haven't, I never felt this way
I said I have this chocolate stocked my car
Baby it's okay
You said you never had regrets
She says "there's someone else"
Who got that wish, did you get your claim?

Respectfully, so honestly I'm asking now
Do you hear the conversation we talk around?
I'll back away to the safety of a quiet house
If there's half a chance in this moment
When your eyes meet mine, we show it off.

The how I can't recall
But I'm staring at what once was the wall
Separating east and west
Now they meet amidst the broad daylight

So this is where you are, and this is where I am
Somewhere between unsure and a hundred

It's hard I must confess
I'm banking on the rest to clear away
Cause we have spoken everything
Everything short of I love you

You right where you are, from right where I am
Somewhere between unsure and a hundred

And who's to say it's wrong
And who's to say that it's not right
Where we should be for now

So this is where you are, and this is where I am
So this is where you are, and this is where I've been
Somewhere between unsure and a hundred

sersiour.

en handrygg rätt över höger kind.
ett knytnävslag i magen.
en spark i ansiktet.
händerna runt din hals,
så hårt att du kan höra pulsen sakta avta.
rösterna försvinner till slut bort, efter vad som känns som en evighet, och allt återgår till slut till ett tyst mörker.
smärtan rinner av dig som vatten på olja,
och när du reser dig upp, är skalet om möjligt ännu tommare än förut.

två bruna ögon, den enda färg i din verklighet.

.-.-.-

vad gör du när allt kommer ikapp dig?
när det ständiga mörkret du så flitigt sprungit ifrån,
gömt dig för, trevat, pushed to your limits,
när allt du flytt ifrån helt plötsligt finns precis bakom ögonlocken,
när blodet pumpar och pulsen rusar,
när du kan svära på att du såg allt om och om igen.
när du vaknar svettig om nätterna och kräks.
vad gör du då?

när vardagen blir ett jobbigt måste
och du försvinner in i allt, så mycket hårdare.
fokusera, gräv ner dig, låt det inte komma åt.

när jag tror att det har tagit mig för sista gången minns jag;
min verklighet är min egen och ingen ska få ta den ifrån mig.

jag har kontrollen.

sersiour.

en handrygg rätt över höger kind.
ett knytnävslag i magen.
en spark i ansiktet.
händerna runt din hals,
så hårt att du kan höra pulsen sakta avta.
rösterna försvinner till slut bort, efter vad som känns som en evighet, och allt återgår till slut till ett tyst mörker.
smärtan rinner av dig som vatten på olja,
och när du reser dig upp, är skalet om möjligt ännu tommare än förut.

två bruna ögon, den enda färg i din verklighet.

.-.-.-

vad gör du när allt kommer ikapp dig?
när det ständiga mörkret du så flitigt sprungit ifrån,
gömt dig för, trevat, pushed to your limits,
när allt du flytt ifrån helt plötsligt finns precis bakom ögonlocken,
när blodet pumpar och blodet rusar,
när du kan svära på att du såg allt om och om igen.
när du vaknar svettig om nätterna och kräks.
vad gör du då?

när vardagen blir ett jobbigt måste
och du försvinner in i allt, så mycket hårade.
fokusera, gräv ner dig, låt det inte komma åt.

när jag tror att det har tagit mig för sista gången minns jag;
min verklighet är min egen och ingen ska få ta den ifrån mig.

jag har kontrollen.

When you're on, I swear you're on.
You rip my heart right out.
You rip my heart right out.
I think the whole room can hear me clear my throat.
You rip my heart right out.
You rip my heart right out.
If you still care at all, don't go, tell me now.
If you love me at all, don't call.
Then out of nowhere, put me right back there.
Rip my heart out, you rip my heart right out.
And we know what happens when we get to your house.
Rip my heart out, you'll rip my heart right out.
If you still care at all, don't go, tell me now.
If you love me at all, please don't, tell me now.
If you still care at all, don't go, tell me now.
If you love me at all, don't call.
I throw away everything I've written you.
Oh anything just keep my mind off of it, thinking how I had you once.
No, I can't forget that.
Sometimes I wish I could loose you again.
You're winning me over with everything you say.
You rip my heart right out.
You rip my heart right out.
When I let you closer, I only want you closer.
You rip my heart right out.
You rip my heart right out.
If you still care at all, don't go, tell me now.
If you love me at all, please don't, tell me now.
Yeah, if you still care at all, don't go, tell me now.
If you love me at all, don't call.
If you love me at all..

Stay with me
You're the one I need
You make the hardest things
Seem easy

Keep my heart
Somewhere drugs don't go
Where the sunshine slows
Always keep me close

If only you could see
The stranger next to me
You promise you promise that you're done
But i cant tell you from the drugs

Don't let go
Well dig a great big hole
Down an endless hole
We'll both go

You're so blind!
You can't save me this time
Hope comes from inside
And I feel so low tonight

If only you could see
The stranger next to me
You promise you promise that you're done
But I can't tell you from the drugs

I wish you could see
This face in front of me
You're sorry you swear it you're done
But I can't tell you from the drugs

(Ohhhh)
(Ohhhh)

(take me) I need your help
(so far away) To pull me up take the wheel
(take me) Out from me
(so far away) Out from me

(Take me) If only you could see (I need your help)
(So far away) The stranger next to me (To pull me up take the pain)
(Take me) You promise you promise that you're done (Out from me)
(So far away) But I can't tell you from the drugs (Out from me)

(Take me) I wish that you could see (I need your help)
(So far away) This face in front of me (To pull me up take the wheel)
(Take me) You're sorry you swear it you're done (Out from me)
(So far away) But I can't tell you from the drugs (Out from me)

Keep my heart
somewhere drugs don't go
Where the sunshine slows
always keep me close